i want...

I want to talk to you. I want to spend more time with you. I want to pretend that eyes won't see us flirting with each other. I want to have sex with you without your boyfriend knowing. I want to have that coffee with you. I want to move to that rundown neighborhood and fuck all its men. I want to have you for myself. I want to lock you up. I want to be torn apart by you. I want to slap your bitch boyfriend. I want to inspire you and lead you. I want to argue endlessly. I want to change the world. I want to be important. I want to be respected. I want to own you. I want to be your role model. I want to be a hero. I want to be killed by you. I want you to annihilate me. I want to seek danger. I want to release my body. I want to be invaded and violated. I want to laugh from my heart. I want to banish you. I want to eat until death. I want my body to drive you crazy. I want to be penniless. I want to be rich. I want to grow my food. I want you to serve me for life. I want to be depressed. I want to stay in bed forever. I want to be forever young. I want to dance until I collapse. I want to be covered in sweat. I want to never shower. I want to watch you forever. I want to vanish. I want to read your mind. I want to see you naked. I want to be prude. I want to be wild. I want to weep. I want to save you. I want  you to save me. I want to understand. I want to take my time. I want to remember you. I want you to forget me. I want to begin where we'd left each other. I want to eat you. I want to watch you forever. I want to be your friend. I want to kiss you. I want to get over you. I want to overcome my fear. I want to be me. I want to be you. I want to touch your heart. I want to change your life. I want to be free of guilt. I want to love myself. I want to shelter you. I want to exercise my privilege. I want to see you randomly in the street. I want to start a conversation with you. I want to hold your hand. I want you to wink at me. I want to know if you're dead. I want to live forever. I want to collapse. I want to be different. I want to know myself. I want you to forgive me. I want to reveal myself. I want to see you in my dreams. I want to breathe you. I want you to worship me. I want to see you dance. I want to rest. I want to see your tears. I want you right my wrongs. I want to you to remember me. I want to read forever. I want to live many lives. I want to write my story. I want to listen to you. I want to be laid next to you. I want to drive you crazy. I want to relax. I want to have fun. I want to cry my heart out.