12.02.2014

message to a friend




Hello habibi, I wanted to reach out to you with some thoughts as I felt I was unable to communicate them earlier. I want you to be sure I'm grateful for your help and support through this critical phase I'm going through. I am aware I put pressure on you, your private space, your relationship and your time and that's not a sacrifice everyone is willing to make. It's not news to you that I am having a very hard time, dealing with my hiv positive status, my displacement from home, my uncertainty and lack of control over the simplest things in life these days. I know it's a phase etc, but I am quite vulnerable and there's no drama about it. I have to lean on you these days and forgive me if I ask too many questions or seem doubtful or whatever. I am trying to accept my new situation and your motivation is very important to me and your support means the world to me. 

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